Unpredictable Insanity

Today I’m gonna tell you folks about a random realization.

It all began with a thought, suddenly lit up like a beacon in the eternal space of my mind, and in no time all of my senses caught hold of the thought. Probing it from every angle.

Okay. I should stop being too serious. It was just a random thought. I will try to put it into words as vividly as possible.

I zapped out again(Lost in my mind) later this afternoon staring at my laptop screen doing nothing. Let me tell you more about how I feel when these zap-outs happen. It’s like you’re in your head walking through your memory timeline. It feels like a whole different world in there. Imagine if you could be aware of that state and take advantage of the situation and be the person in control. YEAH! Talking about access to all the memories that include strong ones, vague ones but the perk of here being in control is you can focus on those vague memories and they become vivid.

And it was usual to drift through my memory lane, always finding something. What would you do if you were in such a position? What would you look for? Happy memories? sad ones? or maybe just find a moment in the past where you were relaxing without any sense of responsibility or fear of failure. Yeah, times when you were a little one. If you’re asking me? I spend a lot of time there when it became my escape from reality. In between boring those boring lectures or a long evening walk. I was there looking for answers. Understanding why things happened, what I didn’t know before maybe now with the changed perception I can finally solve those unsolved ‘knots’ in my head.

Every time I zap out it’s exactly what I do, resolving those knots helps on a really large scale. It establishes a sense of clarity and the path of acceptance begins there.

That’s when you process things and move forward.

The way we look at things matters a lot. For instance, In my past, my unprocessed memory was maybe a breakup or loss of a loved one. If I had to tell my story someday. I wouldn’t see it like “I was sad. I was depressed because of that.” Instead, I would see it as “I was happy. I was evolving and learning to love.”

I don’t think I need to give some more examples of ” I am” and “I Will”.

These random realizations are beautiful so are You. Own it!